{"id":13114,"date":"2025-11-14T21:11:30","date_gmt":"2025-11-14T21:11:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/?p=13114"},"modified":"2025-11-15T06:01:45","modified_gmt":"2025-11-15T06:01:45","slug":"cautarea-de-sine-varianta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/2025\/11\/14\/cautarea-de-sine-varianta\/","title":{"rendered":"C\u0103utarea de sine (Variant\u0103)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
Din butoiul acela, 
care nu mai era doar un recipient uitat pe \u021b\u0103rm, 
ci devenise, f\u0103r\u0103 niciun merit anume, 
un avanpost \u00eentre om \u0219i marginea lumii, 
printre lucrurile ascu\u021bite, 
detritusuri ale unei umanit\u0103\u021bi 
care-\u0219i lep\u0103dase grijile ca pe ni\u0219te piei vechi, 
am z\u0103rit \u2013 nu foarte aproape, 
dar nici at\u00e2t de departe \u00eenc\u00e2t s\u0103 nu m\u0103 ating\u0103 \u2013 
silueta cuiva trec\u00e2nd prin sine, 
asemenea unei respira\u021bii care urc\u0103 \u00eencet 
de la c\u0103lc\u00e2i spre frunte, 
c\u0103ut\u00e2nd o justificare a ceea ce se petrece la mare.

Eul lui \u2013 dac\u0103 putem numi \u201eeu\u201d forma aceea translucid\u0103 
care \u00eenainteaz\u0103 \u00eentre dou\u0103 sta\u021bii ale aceluia\u0219i p\u0103m\u00e2nt, 
p\u0103rea un tren care nu voia s\u0103 ajung\u0103 \u00een halt\u0103.

Dar, 
cum realitatea \u00ee\u0219i are agen\u021bii ei vigilen\u021bi, 
jandarmii plajei l-au reperat \u0219i, 
cu un fel de gravitate birocratic\u0103, 
l-au amendat pentru tentativa de trecere clandestin\u0103 
de la un os \u00eentortocheat spre altul \u00eencol\u021bit de cartilaje, acele materiale fragile pe care luna \u2013 \u00een seara aceea supradimensionat\u0103 \u2013 \u00ee\u0219i l\u0103sa talpa, 
\u00eemprumutat\u0103 de la un stru\u021b gr\u0103bit 
s\u0103-\u0219i \u00eengroape capul \u00een nisip,
s\u0103 fug\u0103 de propriile g\u00e2nduri.

\u0218i a\u0219a, 
cu pasul nepotrivit, 
luna \u00eens\u0103\u0219i p\u0103r\u0103sea cerul, 
ca o beizadea, 
\u0219i se \u00eendrepta spre coarnele plugului, 
tocmai eliberat din str\u00e2nsoarea palmelor de gospodar, 
precum \u00een metalul acela r\u0103suflat 
ar fi g\u0103sit refugiul unei nop\u021bi f\u0103r\u0103 zgomot.

Iar cel pe care-l z\u0103risem \u2013 eu,  
cu somnul \u00eenc\u0103 ag\u0103\u021bat de gene \u2013 
plutea \u00een v\u0103zduh asemenea unei foi de\u0219irate 
de la imprimant\u0103, 
preg\u0103tit s\u0103 aterizeze \u00een alt\u0103 via\u021b\u0103 
dec\u00e2t cea dinainte. 

Tr\u0103gea de sine, 
\u00eel tr\u0103gea \u0219i pe cel interior 
\u0219i pe cel exterior, 
\u00een sfor\u021barea de a-i suprapune, 
de a demonstra c\u0103 se pot recunoa\u0219te.

N-am mai fost martor 
dec\u00e2t la adunarea solemn\u0103 a \u00een\u021belep\u021bilor, 
\u00eenainte ca el, 
asemenea unui toiag ostoit, 
s\u0103 cad\u0103 pe nisipul cald. \u00cen clipa aceea, 
\u0219i eu m-am \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bit \u00een dou\u0103 \u2013 poate 
dintr-o fireasc\u0103 nevoie de a vedea, 
\u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, c\u00e2t din mine mai poate r\u0103m\u00e2ne \u00eentreg 
\u00een fa\u021ba unui asemenea spectacol al devenirii.<\/pre>\n\n\n\n
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Din butoiul acela, care nu mai era doar un recipient uitat pe \u021b\u0103rm, ci devenise, f\u0103r\u0103 niciun merit anume, un avanpost \u00eentre om \u0219i marginea lumii, printre lucrurile ascu\u021bite, detritusuri ale unei umanit\u0103\u021bi care-\u0219i lep\u0103dase grijile ca pe ni\u0219te piei vechi, am z\u0103rit \u2013 nu foarte aproape, dar nici at\u00e2t de departe \u00eenc\u00e2t s\u0103 nu … Continu\u0103 lectura C\u0103utarea de sine (Variant\u0103)<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13114","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13114","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13114"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13114\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13118,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13114\/revisions\/13118"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13114"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13114"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13114"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}