{"id":4542,"date":"2021-12-17T13:09:50","date_gmt":"2021-12-17T13:09:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/?p=4542"},"modified":"2021-12-17T18:43:59","modified_gmt":"2021-12-17T18:43:59","slug":"fragment-de-roman-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/2021\/12\/17\/fragment-de-roman-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Fragment de roman: Revenirea pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Identitatea prezent\u0103 \u00een care m\u0103 exaltam cu atribute ferme de caracter, acum se anula \u00een regres p\u00e2n\u0103 la p\u0103rerile care-mi deveneau baz\u0103 de pornire pentru o vedere nou\u0103, fie \u015fi numai sporadic\u0103, ale bunicului participant pe front la Sevastopol, c\u0103 pr\u0103pastia curs\u0103 din misiunea (aripile) avioanelor, exploda \u00een mine ca bomb\u0103. M-am surprins salut\u00e2nd cu m\u00e2na \u00een aer un vecin de palier; \u00eentre mine \u015fi el prevedeam pilotul care din carling\u0103 flutura amical o e\u015farf\u0103 a timpului s\u0103u. O vreme n-am \u015ftiut s\u0103 explic vecinului momentul acesta. Fo\u015fnetul plasei pe care pusesem m\u00e2na, contrastant prin superficialitate vacarmului interior, m-a trezit din confuzie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00cenaintarea \u00een v\u00e2rst\u0103 coincide cu apari\u0163ia ideii c\u0103 moartea rezolv\u0103 crizele \u00een care intri, legate de timp sau de faptul c\u0103 un defect fizic, dac\u0103-l ai, se va anula \u00een moarte, \u00een timp ce, p\u00e2n\u0103 aici, el \u00een v\u00e2rste se va fi amplificat, precum \u015fi fr\u0103m\u00e2nt\u0103rile presupuse de el.&nbsp;&nbsp; Dup\u0103 traversarea mor\u0163ii \u015fi a por\u0163iei de eternitate, spiritul t\u0103u va reveni \u00een alt\u0103 via\u0163\u0103 pe Terra, sub acea \u00eenf\u0103\u0163i\u015fare pe care o vrea ambi\u0163ia ta prezent\u0103. Alt chip din ambi\u0163ia de azi, cu tr\u0103s\u0103turi ale aspira\u0163iei c\u0103tre un idol al frumuse\u0163ii. Conjunc\u0163ia dintre minte \u015fi frumuse\u0163ea fizic\u0103 o vei fi con\u015ftientizat suficient, astfel \u00eenc\u00e2t vei avea ocazia ei \u015fi o vei etala ca un filosof \u00een opera lui. \u00cen capitole se vor fi rev\u0103rsat experien\u0163e ale iubirii care ajutat\u0103 de harurile \u00een sf\u00e2r\u015fit primite \u00een a doua via\u0163\u0103, va fi triumf\u0103toare asupra timpului care iar te va \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2ni, dar am\u0103r\u0103ciunea perisabilit\u0103\u0163ii \u00ee\u0163i va fi departe, respins\u0103 de un suflet fericit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Teama de moarte se atenua mult \u00een aceste momente de fr\u0103m\u00e2ntare, \u00een timp ce \u00een\u0163elegerea fa\u0163\u0103 de curajul unor eroi legendari ca Ahile \u00eemi f\u0103cea veridice&nbsp;<em>Iliada<\/em>&nbsp;\u015fi&nbsp;<em>Odiseea<\/em>, orice oper\u0103 de la&nbsp;<em>Epopeea lui Ghilgame\u015f<\/em>&nbsp;\u00eencoace. Din cauza condi\u0163iei acestuia de semizeu, mai aveam p\u00e2n\u0103 a \u00een\u0163elege amploarea \u00eendr\u0103znelii unice a lui Ahile de a alege nemurirea modelului care a devenit, \u00een locul unei vie\u0163i lungi \u015fi fericite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Detestam faptul de a fi \u00eendr\u0103gostit. Mai mari p\u0103reau obstacolele ca prilejurile de \u00eemplinire. Preocup\u0103ri curente \u00eemi erau afectate de \u00eendoial\u0103 numai pentru c\u0103 eram departe de Anca. Ea g\u00e2nde\u015fte diferit de mine. Spune ceva o dat\u0103 \u015fi nu mai revine, ori mie a reveni la ceea ce mi-a pl\u0103cut s\u0103 aud c\u00e2ndva, hot\u0103r\u00e2te confirm\u0103ri, decizii de a privi \u00eenainte, mi se p\u0103rea c\u0103 \u00eenseamn\u0103 dragoste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Eram complexat din cauza aspira\u0163iei de a tr\u0103i sub toate raporturile cu Anca \u015fi gre\u015feam \u00een afirma\u0163ii, patima din spuse r\u0103scolea r\u0103ut\u0103cios, c\u0103 nu m\u0103 deconspiram, jucam inversul rolului tr\u0103it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u00cen discu\u0163iile noastre, m-am redescoperit pe mine \u00eensumi \u015fi progresiv mi-am \u00een\u0163eles firea, st\u0103ri a c\u0103ror melcancolie nu \u015ftiam de unde provine.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Identitatea prezent\u0103 \u00een care m\u0103 exaltam cu atribute ferme de caracter, acum se anula \u00een regres p\u00e2n\u0103 la p\u0103rerile care-mi deveneau baz\u0103 de pornire pentru o vedere nou\u0103, fie \u015fi numai sporadic\u0103, ale bunicului participant pe front la Sevastopol, c\u0103 pr\u0103pastia curs\u0103 din misiunea (aripile) avioanelor, exploda \u00een mine ca bomb\u0103. M-am surprins salut\u00e2nd cu &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/2021\/12\/17\/fragment-de-roman-2\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continu\u0103 lectura <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Fragment de roman: Revenirea pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4542","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4542","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4542"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4542\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4553,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4542\/revisions\/4553"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4542"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4542"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4542"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}