{"id":632,"date":"2020-10-30T14:58:38","date_gmt":"2020-10-30T14:58:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/?p=632"},"modified":"2021-03-02T09:36:41","modified_gmt":"2021-03-02T09:36:41","slug":"30-ocrombrie-2020","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/2020\/10\/30\/30-ocrombrie-2020\/","title":{"rendered":"30 octombrie 2020: Pa\u0219aportul"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized is-style-default\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/10\/IMG-20201030-WA0005.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-637\" width=\"300\" height=\"400\"\/><figcaption>Gr\u0103dina, azi<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">O t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 (de \u0219aisprezece ani) \u00eemi spune cu am\u0103r\u0103ciune c\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 acum, nu a fost nic\u0103ieri \u00een str\u0103in\u0103tate, av\u00e2nd atitudinea de a fi pierdut ceva&#8230; <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Astfel, mi-am adus aminte de prima mea ie\u0219ire \u00een str\u0103in\u0103tate. Curioas\u0103, fata m\u0103 \u00eentreab\u0103: \u201e-Unde?\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201e-\u00cen Bulgaria \u0219i atunci, \u00eentr-un proiect oficial, dar de la acel an \u00eenainte, mi-am petrecut fiecare vacan\u021b\u0103 numai \u00een str\u0103in\u0103tate\u201d. Evident, \u00eentreb\u0103rile au r\u0103s\u0103rit \u00een sal\u0103 (unde mi-a pl\u0103cut mie cel mai mult etc.). Le-am promis c\u0103 voi scrie ceva pe tema aceasta. Pretextul mi-l d\u0103 o emisiune tv. despre etnicii bulgari: \u00eembr\u0103cate \u00een haine populare (haine vechi de o sut\u0103 &#8211; dou\u0103 sute de ani), c\u00e2teva femei preg\u0103tesc, \u00een fa\u021ba camerelor de filmat, o pl\u0103cint\u0103 \u201e\u00eencre\u021bit\u0103\u201d. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00cen 1990, am intrat \u00een posesia unui pa\u0219aport (sem\u0103na cu livretul militar &#8211; doar ce terminasem armata) \u0219i-l pusesem \u00eentr-un raft, \u00een bibliotec\u0103. Visam numai \u021b\u0103ri exotice. Pa\u0219aportul era valabil cinci ani (care au trecut ca focul \u0219i eu nici marea noastr\u0103 nu o v\u0103zusem &#8211; pentru prima dat\u0103 m-am bucurat de valuri, \u00een august 1996. F\u0103ceam compara\u021bie \u00eentre mine \u0219i Eminescu &#8211; el \u00eensu\u0219i ajunsese pe litoral destul de t\u00e2rziu, dup\u0103 ce scrisese <em>Mai am un singur dor<\/em>). \u00centre timp, trecusem la al doilea (pa\u0219aport, era s\u0103 nimeresc \u0219i acum, \u00een scriitur\u0103, \u201elivret\u201d, din cauza asem\u0103n\u0103rii dintre cele dou\u0103 documente ale unui cet\u0103\u021bean at\u00e2t de \u00eenregimentat \u00een propria-i \u021bar\u0103, ca fulgul \u00een frig), cu aceea\u0219i frenezie, c\u0103 m\u0103 voi r\u0103zbuna pe vremea de stagnare, cu excursii fulminante etc. , dar nu s-a \u00eemplinit nimic din proiec\u021bia mea oniric\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00cen 2008, dup\u0103 ce mi-a ap\u0103rut volumul <em>Vis visus sau For\u021ba visului<\/em>, am fost cooptat, pe ultima sut\u0103 metri, \u00eentr-un proiect (\u00een Bulgaria, dup\u0103 cum am men\u021bionat mai sus). Aveam rutina de a face propagand\u0103 c\u0103r\u021bii* \u00een sine, astfel c\u0103 nu m-am sfiit s\u0103-mi port volumul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, peste tot unde mergeam. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La Vidin, erau grupuri din toat\u0103 lumea. Cea mai bun\u0103 comunicare am avut-o cu norvegienii (din p\u0103cate, ace\u0219tia au plecat a doua zi, dup\u0103 ce am ajuns noi). La masa festiv\u0103, am deschis o discu\u021bie despre destin, pentru c\u0103 este o problem\u0103 care preocup\u0103 mult\u0103 lume.  \u00centre ei, se afla un profesor de religie din Trondheim care mi-a f\u0103cut cadou o insign\u0103 \u00een culorile clubului Rosenborg, echip\u0103 al c\u0103rei suporter era. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Optica mea este urm\u0103toarea: existen\u021ba destinului anuleaz\u0103 pe aceea a Judec\u0103\u021bii de Apoi. Pentru ce s\u0103 fii judecat? Pentru ceva ce ai fost ursit* s\u0103 ajungi? Cineva sus\u021binea c\u0103 exist\u0103 \u0219i destin \u0219i Judecat\u0103 de apoi, iar omului i s-ar calcula faptele care excedeaz\u0103* condi\u021biei predestinate. Am subscris par\u021bial la aceast\u0103 idee &#8211; meditasem \u0219i eu c\u00e2ndva similar &#8211; \u0219i am reprezentat-o astfel, c\u0103 este posibil ca omul s\u0103 fie liber s\u0103-\u0219i aleag\u0103 drumul \u00een via\u021b\u0103, dar, odat\u0103 ce a intrat pe acea strad\u0103, va fi obligat s\u0103-i \u00eendure atmosfera, nivelul de civiliza\u021bie etc. &#8211; pentru o asemene alegere poate va fi judecat, pentru c\u0103 el (omul \u00een general) st\u0103tea \u00eentr-un cerc din care o putea zbughi oriunde \u0219i \u00een func\u021bie de \u00eenclina\u021bia firii lui, de cultura pe care a asimilat-o, se duce pe o c\u0103rare, a binelui sau a r\u0103ului (bine \/ r\u0103u ca valori morale).  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">(Va urma)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>O t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 (de \u0219aisprezece ani) \u00eemi spune cu am\u0103r\u0103ciune c\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 acum, nu a fost nic\u0103ieri \u00een str\u0103in\u0103tate, av\u00e2nd atitudinea de a fi pierdut ceva&#8230; Astfel, mi-am adus aminte de prima mea ie\u0219ire \u00een str\u0103in\u0103tate. Curioas\u0103, fata m\u0103 \u00eentreab\u0103: \u201e-Unde?\u201d. \u201e-\u00cen Bulgaria \u0219i atunci, \u00eentr-un proiect oficial, dar de la acel an \u00eenainte, mi-am petrecut &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/2020\/10\/30\/30-ocrombrie-2020\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continu\u0103 lectura <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">30 octombrie 2020: Pa\u0219aportul<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-632","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/632","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=632"}],"version-history":[{"count":25,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/632\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2993,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/632\/revisions\/2993"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=632"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=632"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=632"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}