{"id":7812,"date":"2023-02-04T08:00:30","date_gmt":"2023-02-04T08:00:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/?p=7812"},"modified":"2023-02-05T11:06:30","modified_gmt":"2023-02-05T11:06:30","slug":"jurnalul-lui-diogene-prima-criza-de-fiere-povestea-mea-este-cu-adevarat-prozaica","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/2023\/02\/04\/jurnalul-lui-diogene-prima-criza-de-fiere-povestea-mea-este-cu-adevarat-prozaica\/","title":{"rendered":"Jurnalul lui Diogene: Prima criz\u0103 de fiere. Povestea mea este, cu adev\u0103rat, prozaic\u0103\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">Duminic\u0103, \nm-am trezit devreme, \np\u00e2n\u0103-n ora cinci. \nM-am sfor\u021bat s\u0103 mai dorm, \ndar nu am reu\u0219it. \nEram chinuit de o durere,\nla \u00eenceput surd\u0103,\nde encefal. \nCu ochii \u00eentredeschi\u0219i, \npriveam stelele cum se sting \n(precum lum\u00e2n\u0103rile, \nc\u00e2nd sufli \u00een ele), \nsper\u00e2nd s\u0103 m\u0103 fure somnul.\n \nLa g\u00e2ndul unei dudui, \ninima \u00eemi b\u0103tea puternic \u00een piept, \namplific\u00e2ndu-mi suferin\u021ba, \npe care nu o mai st\u0103p\u00e2neam, \nca \u00een alte d\u0103\u021bi - am sim\u021bit \ncum se extinde, \nca uleiul, \n\u00een corp. \nAm \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 rog.\n\nEste o grani\u021b\u0103 a suportabilit\u0103\u021bii.\nAm dep\u0103\u0219it-o, \nca un atlet de top mondial.\n\nGrea\u021ba mi-a ajuns \u00een g\u00e2t. \niar pentru mine\name\u021beala este supliciul cel mai nenorocit, \nfiind convins c\u0103, atunci, \nse va \u00eent\u00e2mpla s\u0103 mor, asfixiat. \nPanica m-a luat \u00een bra\u021be.\n\nAm \u00eencercat \ns\u0103-mi alung disconfortul, \ncu o gur\u0103 de cafea, \ndar nu a mers. \nNici l\u0103m\u00e2ia nu m-a ajutat. \nMu\u0219chii abdominali \ns-au contrat \n\u0219i au ac\u021bionat ca ni\u0219te du\u0219mani.\nM-am chircit de la spasm. \n\nGura mi se f\u0103cuse amar\u0103. \nM-am sp\u0103lat \u00een valuri, \ndar am ame\u021bit\n\u0219i nimeni nu era l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine,\ns\u0103 m\u0103 \u021bin\u0103 la suprafa\u021b\u0103. \nAm intrat, din nou, \u00een panic\u0103,\n\u00eenot\u00e2nd, \ncum am putut, \np\u00e2n\u0103 la mal, \nunde am z\u0103cut. \nNu credeam c\u0103 m\u0103 refac. \nAm avut o criz\u0103 de fiere, \nde la sup\u0103r\u0103rile mele. \n\nPentru prima dat\u0103, \nm-am g\u00e2ndit la ce las \u00een urm\u0103. \nAt\u00e2tea texte ar fi r\u0103mas ne\u00eencheiate\n\u0219i m-am \u00eentristat, \nconstat\u00e2nd c\u00e2t de firav este omul \n\u00een fa\u021ba bolii. \n\nDe\u0219i nu mai aveam putere, \ntotu\u0219i, mi-am revenit.\nM-am \u00eenveselit \u0219i am ie\u0219it la soare. \n\nO, via\u021b\u0103! St\u00e2lpul (care e\u0219ti) \noric\u00e2nd se poate surpa\n\u0219i vor persista \u00eentreb\u0103ri \n\u00een con\u0219tiin\u021ba mea, \nsecrete impare, \npe care nu le voi mai l\u0103muri,\ndec\u00e2t \u00een alt\u0103 existen\u021b\u0103, poate\n(nu recunosc metempsihoza). \n\nAcum, suntem vii...\n\u00cen secunda urm\u0103toare, \nputem h\u0103l\u0103dui prin v\u0103mile cere\u0219ti, \njudeca\u021bi de cerberi preten\u021bio\u0219i, \ncare nu au fost niciodat\u0103 oameni,\ns\u0103 vad\u0103 cum este s\u0103 fii m\u0103cinat de fiere\n\u0219i de limitele corporale\n(limitele trag cu din\u021bii din suflet, \nca ni\u0219te fiare s\u0103lbatice). <\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Duminic\u0103, m-am trezit devreme, p\u00e2n\u0103-n ora cinci. M-am sfor\u021bat s\u0103 mai dorm, dar nu am reu\u0219it. Eram chinuit de o durere, la \u00eenceput surd\u0103, de encefal. Cu ochii \u00eentredeschi\u0219i, priveam stelele cum se sting (precum lum\u00e2n\u0103rile, c\u00e2nd sufli \u00een ele), sper\u00e2nd s\u0103 m\u0103 fure somnul. La g\u00e2ndul unei dudui, inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea puternic \u00een piept, &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/2023\/02\/04\/jurnalul-lui-diogene-prima-criza-de-fiere-povestea-mea-este-cu-adevarat-prozaica\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continu\u0103 lectura <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Jurnalul lui Diogene: Prima criz\u0103 de fiere. Povestea mea este, cu adev\u0103rat, prozaic\u0103\u2026<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7812","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7812","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7812"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7812\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7838,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7812\/revisions\/7838"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7812"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7812"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blog.revistaderecenzii.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7812"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}